Hanging out with group of friends as usual..But on this one particular day, somebody or rather a "guy" friend of mine suddenly send texts to my cellular. It's rather silly really 'cos he's just across the room. I mean he's a friend he could just tell me up front like we always communicate but then again I'm glad he didn't..*sigh*
When I read his text, I must admit I was distrait and stunned at the same time a bit flattered. Well, I let you in a little bit about his text. Just a little okay!!! *giggle*
In his text, apart from some sweet statements, there were several songs that he had listed and asked me to listen to before I went to bed later that night. weeeee isn't that sweet? *cheeky grin*
But then I just take him as a friend, well more like my buddy but romantically? I don't know if I have that kind of feeling for him. I mean he's nice and everything but to be in love with him? errr errr errr may be not. Oh well, I don't want our friendship got destroy or let's just say I wanna let it be the way it was, I tend to like it that way but could he accept it? hurmmm I'm really baffle right now!
Oh I did listen to all the songs but not all at once (*grin*). Honestly, it took me few nights listening'em all. I must admit though, I personally like some of the titles that he had listed down for me. You pepz wanna know the list of songs he gave me..*giggle* well, here it goes (half of it) lol;
When I read his text, I must admit I was distrait and stunned at the same time a bit flattered. Well, I let you in a little bit about his text. Just a little okay!!! *giggle*
In his text, apart from some sweet statements, there were several songs that he had listed and asked me to listen to before I went to bed later that night. weeeee isn't that sweet? *cheeky grin*
But then I just take him as a friend, well more like my buddy but romantically? I don't know if I have that kind of feeling for him. I mean he's nice and everything but to be in love with him? errr errr errr may be not. Oh well, I don't want our friendship got destroy or let's just say I wanna let it be the way it was, I tend to like it that way but could he accept it? hurmmm I'm really baffle right now!
Oh I did listen to all the songs but not all at once (*grin*). Honestly, it took me few nights listening'em all. I must admit though, I personally like some of the titles that he had listed down for me. You pepz wanna know the list of songs he gave me..*giggle* well, here it goes (half of it) lol;
Ego kah aku? by Wali Band
Terima Kasih Cinta by Afgan
Cinta Ini Membunuh Ku by D'Masiv
I.L.U by Afgan
Bila Rasa Ku Ini Rasa Mu by Kerispatih
Kisah Cinta Ku by Peterpan
Sempurna by Andra & The BackBone
Sahabat Aku Cinta by Wali Band
Cinta Dalam Hati by Ungu
Hey Gadis by Samsons
Hanya Kau Yang Mampu by Aizat
Akhir Rasa Ini by Samsons
Pemuja Rahasia by Sheila on 7
Terima Kasih Cinta by Afgan
Cinta Ini Membunuh Ku by D'Masiv
I.L.U by Afgan
Bila Rasa Ku Ini Rasa Mu by Kerispatih
Kisah Cinta Ku by Peterpan
Sempurna by Andra & The BackBone
Sahabat Aku Cinta by Wali Band
Cinta Dalam Hati by Ungu
Hey Gadis by Samsons
Hanya Kau Yang Mampu by Aizat
Akhir Rasa Ini by Samsons
Pemuja Rahasia by Sheila on 7
Menyesal by Ressa Herlambang
Jika Ku Harus Bermimpi by Samsons
Betapa Aku Cinta Pada Mu by Afgan
Lelaki Ini by Anuar Zain
Tercipta Untuk Ku by Ungu
Jika Ku Harus Bermimpi by Samsons
Betapa Aku Cinta Pada Mu by Afgan
Lelaki Ini by Anuar Zain
Tercipta Untuk Ku by Ungu
That's about it folks. I really hope these doesn't mean anything will change but deep inside I know something had change. It's a great shame if I'm gonna lose a great buddy when I tell him that I don't want our friendship to turn into a love affair. I hope he'll understand and eventually he'll realize that I'm not the girl he wants after all.
I know he's a sweet guy, charming and everything but I'm not ready for a commitment yet. Besides, I don't think I'm good enough for him and that he ought to find someone else, somebody who's far better than me. He's a great buddy, a good friend to have around and it'll be a great loss for me if he decided to distant himself from me in the future.
Oh why do I feel so depress over this matter. Inevitably, like it or not I have to break the news to him otherwise I won't have peace of mind. Especially when we're out together with the others, I know it'll be awkward from now on. But I really don't want to lose him as a friend..sobsss
I'm totally haywire about this thing..aaarrrrrggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Wish he never send me those texts..sobsss
What am I to do? Why do I keep on getting the same problems over and over again. Can't they see I'm not the kind of girl that one need as their companion. I'm so dingy, impudent, impolite, disobedient and all the nasty thing a girl could possibly grow into, everything can be found in me. So guys, please! I suggest you all should stay away before you get yourself into trouble and stuck with the epidemic for life.
At times, I feel so embarrassed 'cos if you folks see me first hand, you won't even turn your head, not even once if you see me passing by. My appearance especially, it's not even close to perfect. In short I'm so imperfect and a real smudgy. So when things like this happen I felt so abashed.
Oh don't get me wrong, I'm thankful to The Al-Mighty for creating me and for making me who I am today but I'm just so confused of why on earth does this things happen to me..*shrug & sigh deeply*
Arrrggghhhhh..I'm officially dementedly fatigue and a denizen of an eccentric freaks world!
I have to get going..maybe I should go on a brisk walk or more retail therapy just to let the air flow evenly in my head so my brain will be able to function properly again! Besides, I heard the champs are gonna be busy watching the football games at the venues today, so it give us girls ample time to a girls day out and splurge ourselves..lol
But before that, a five letter word for how I'm feeling about what happened.. SORRY!!!
Folks..enjoy life, happy holidays & take care! Toodles>>>Ewey!!!
I know he's a sweet guy, charming and everything but I'm not ready for a commitment yet. Besides, I don't think I'm good enough for him and that he ought to find someone else, somebody who's far better than me. He's a great buddy, a good friend to have around and it'll be a great loss for me if he decided to distant himself from me in the future.
Oh why do I feel so depress over this matter. Inevitably, like it or not I have to break the news to him otherwise I won't have peace of mind. Especially when we're out together with the others, I know it'll be awkward from now on. But I really don't want to lose him as a friend..sobsss
I'm totally haywire about this thing..aaarrrrrggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Wish he never send me those texts..sobsss
What am I to do? Why do I keep on getting the same problems over and over again. Can't they see I'm not the kind of girl that one need as their companion. I'm so dingy, impudent, impolite, disobedient and all the nasty thing a girl could possibly grow into, everything can be found in me. So guys, please! I suggest you all should stay away before you get yourself into trouble and stuck with the epidemic for life.
At times, I feel so embarrassed 'cos if you folks see me first hand, you won't even turn your head, not even once if you see me passing by. My appearance especially, it's not even close to perfect. In short I'm so imperfect and a real smudgy. So when things like this happen I felt so abashed.
Oh don't get me wrong, I'm thankful to The Al-Mighty for creating me and for making me who I am today but I'm just so confused of why on earth does this things happen to me..*shrug & sigh deeply*
Arrrggghhhhh..I'm officially dementedly fatigue and a denizen of an eccentric freaks world!
I have to get going..maybe I should go on a brisk walk or more retail therapy just to let the air flow evenly in my head so my brain will be able to function properly again! Besides, I heard the champs are gonna be busy watching the football games at the venues today, so it give us girls ample time to a girls day out and splurge ourselves..lol
But before that, a five letter word for how I'm feeling about what happened.. SORRY!!!
Folks..enjoy life, happy holidays & take care! Toodles>>>Ewey!!!
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