Sulk..

Damn!!! I'm officially an honorable insomniac..I hopped to bed late last night. Didn't got much sleep probably it's only for an hour or so before being urged to wake up for "Sahur" (Meal taken between midnight and dawn to prepare for fasting the next day).

Being the 10th day in the month of Muharram or known as "Asyura" among the Muslim community, it's best to fast on this day for the eligibly healthy Muslims. We're awaken to had our meals before the break of dawn to prepare ourselves for the fasting. Since I'm an insomniac I couldn't get back to sleep right after. So I opted to on my laptop and make an entry here..

Urghhh guysss!!! grrrrrrrrrr..just when you think that you wanna be cajole, to be treated in indulgence by that one person then things got turn the other way around..du'uhhh!!!

I was planning that I'll pretend to be sulky the next day as to him it seems football is far more important than spending time with me..arghhhhhhhhhh

But guess what ladies???!!! Instead of me acting to be sulky, it turn out that he's the one ended up to sulk..arghhhhhhhhh

Well..allow me to exaggerate..the other Saturday there were few "super great games" (that's what they called it) So..he went out with his buddies to several different venues as they possibly could that day. He did actually ask me to come along but..I refused 'cos it's a Saturday I'd something else on mind. Besides I'm not really into football so whether or not I came along I don't think there's any different anyway.

Even if I join them I'll be eying more on the players and other things rather than the match itself. The last time I joined them he got so annoyed with me, as my eyes always wandered around and he did complained that I made him lost focus whenever I tried to ask questions and need to go to the ladies especially when it's not half time yet. I'm so off arguing with him 'cos I never win, he always has his way to victory. So I just don't see the point of me joining the "big chumps crowd" anyhow..du'uhhh

Life suck..why oh why do guys sulk anyway? I mean it's supposed to be a girl thing to sulk, guy? Just doesn't quite fit, don't you think? arghhhhhhhhhh (really pissed-off)

I ended up out with the others that day. Oh yeahhh! we had fun but it's just not quite the same without him around. As much as I hate to admit it, I think I'm into him..way too crucial. hahahahaha

The next day, as predicted he came to join us for breakfast with a wide smile on his face and and and a bouquet for me (*grin*). When I saw him walked-in, I immediately put-on a straight face and pretend to sulk hoping that there's gonna be some mollification.

But but but to my amazement, he didn't try to entice me instead asked me in a serious tone what happened to me, what's with the long face. Hohhh??? I answered him straight with an annoying tone.."why is football that important to you or guys for that matter?" Then he answered in full insinuation "football is not important, it's just a must-to-have-hobby like girls with shopping and gossip, it's a must-have aite..??!!!"

Erkkk?!!! errr errr errr..I mumble to myself (damn!!! like hell it does..goshhh hate it when he's right..) hahahahahahahahaha

I couldn't hold myself any longer, so I laughed but then guess what? He sulk!!! (damn!!!) He said "you're never that focus with me whenever we're out together, you're always busy with your girlfriends and as if that's not enough you managed to chat-up with your given by faith sisters across the globe or some deserted friends need your immediate attention".."what about me? don't I matter to you?"

Erkkk??? there goes my breakfast into the garbage bag..OMG!!! He sulk??? geeezzz!!! I'm really speechless and hopelessly trying to find a clue what had happened. I'm the one who's got left behind..I'm the one who's got dump over a football match..I have every right to sulk that day and a right to a sweet enticement..not him!!! no no no..am I missing something here?!!! life just not fair!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhh

I didn't argue with him..instead I just kept quite 'cos I really am baffled with him suddenly in sulkiness over what was supposed to be my day of indulgence. I know he sometimes blabber worst than my mom I can tell you that but that day he's really different..

I decided I gave in early. Yeahhh! you got it..I apologize. Well I never win with him anyway so why should I waste time besides I still love to have that bouquet he brought me (*giggles*). He's damn good with speeches and arguments..goshhhhh!!! I happened to think he's sexy that way! damn!!! (*howl*) hahahahahaha

Phewwwww..It felt great to release anything that I'm not satisfied in here and now I feel content! hahahaha He's due back soon, I'll miss him dearly but he got his priorities and work commitment. I guess I just have to live with it aite!!! sobs..

Before I make myself disappear I wanna leave you folks with some excerpts from twilight (My Vampire crush) hahahaha

"I'm not afraid of you..I'm only afraid of losing you.." "You're my life now.." "Your scent is like a drug to me..like my very own personal brand of heroine" (goshhhhh..how I wish someone said that to me..someone like the yummylicious Robert Pattinson, of course..) hahahahaaahaaahaaa

Okay! Okayyy!!! before I start to rant again..best for me to make myself invisible now (*giggles*) Probably I continue my twilight dream again and snuggle back in my blanky..

Take Care pepz! Big wuvvvvv - xxxxxhugzxxxxx - Toodles>>>EWEY!!!