boy to man..

Lately I've been in a circle of friends who's either directly or indirectly having problems with my opposite sex human being type that's known as male species..boy, guy or man..or whatever you like to call them.

hurmmm..don't know where to begin? when I think about it..really makes me mad!!!

why do they treat us like we have no value at all..like we're so stupid..like we don't have any feeling at all.. whyyy??? grrrrrrrrrrrrr

why do guys have really big issues on ego, they're mostly hypocrite, heartless, rude..bla bla bla..?

why do most of their species think that they're too good for us?

why do they think that they can have what/whoever they choose/like then if they don't need you anymore, they just dumped you like rubbish..with no reason at all nor goodbye..they simply walked away/disappeared to thin air..who give them the right to do that???

what makes me really pissed-off is that these species even dare to say "I Love You" "I Always Be Here For You" "I'll Never Make You Cry" "You're My First & My Last" bla bla bla..when most of the time they don't even mean it at all..they just playing around with your feelings..

I bet its becoming their hobbies to play around with feelings & emotions especially those of us that looks vulnerable to them..perhaps they think that we're easy target..so easy that they can play around with anybody they want anytime they pleases..perhaps they might also think that we're like lil kids toys..hohhh!!!

don't they think for a second that their mothers are also like us..or maybe they treat their mommies the same way they treat other female out there..OMG!!! just refused to imagine!!!

no offence! I didn't mean all of them okay! just 99% of them I guess..ahakz

I have a friend who had been going out with this guy she referred to as "boyfriend" for almost 3years or so..the thought that she knew everything about him & that they respected & understand each other really well..but all that had gone down the drain in a split second..why? what else? another female exist in his life..It turns out that he's having an affair with the other female for as long as he's with my friend.. hohhh! didn't want to believe at first cos' he seem to be a nice guy & everytime we're out in a group, I used to envy them both as they're so loving.. but hey! nothing is impossible right? believe it or not..that's the fact! At this incident I blamed that guy cos' I know my friend never done anything wrong during the course of their courtship..he's the one who's cheated on her.

I'm happy that my friend was able to overcome her anger sadness towards her ex & I must say she handled that situation really well..congratulations my friend! So proud of you..

In another incident..there's this eccentric guy who think that he's really good, decided that he'll marry two girls at the same time! Impossible you said..well think again! cos' brainless guy like that do exist..

first he got engaged with this lovely girl..then not long after that he dared to call up his future father in-law saying that he's gonna marry his ex-girlfriend who ironically forced him to marry her & at the same time he still want to marry this man daughter..OMG!!! who does he think he is?

I think even ape in the jungle doesn't act like that..very unacceptable behaviour..has he gone nut! who would say yes to that kind of proposition? he's insane, perhaps he misplaced his brain somewhere..I strongly believed that the guy is way beyond crazy..for me he has no brain at all! I feel so sick & disgusted..

I'm also very well aware that there's nobody perfect not even me..but I would never play around with other peoples' feeling..well maybe I had but I'm sure it's unintentionally & I'm sure I had good reasons for doing so..

if anybody who read this journal that in anyway had I offended them..I like to ask for your forgiveness..I am truly sorry for all the mistakes & wrongdoing that I've done in the past, present, future that I might not be aware off..the next time I've done something wrong that's unacceptable please kindly tell me upfront & immediately so I can correct myself..thnx & sorry!

oh! well..in conclusion, boy will always be boy! most of them refused to grow up! but for the rest who can think wisely & has a good heart please come forward, show yourself..

in the meantime I'm proud to say that all the good quality in man by far I can only find in my late fiancee..though he's not perfect but he never done anything to hurt me! I dearly miss you my love..May Allah bless & place you among the holly peoples in heaven..Amen!

I sincerely hope that there are still some decent guy out there..which I strongly believed they do exist..I guess I'm so far lucky cos' up til now I yet to encounter such despicable man..Thank God for that!!!

okay folks! remember, What Goes Around Comes Back Around! beware! Sorry if I've offended anybody..didn't mean to hurt or despise anyone, I'm merely expressing my feeling..peace =)

I'm done for now! gtg..daaaaaaaaaa>>>EWEY!!!

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