How much time must there be before one knows what one feels? The whole problem with the world is that fools and fanatics are always so certain of themselves, but wiser people so full of doubts *sigh* peut-être..
Running my fingers down my hair, marveling at how much has changed in such a short time. How much I have changed. I was a parent-pleaser, a dutiful friend. I made safe, careful choices and hoped that things would fall into place for me.
Then I met & fell in love with mrPQR and still viewed it as something happening to me. I hoped that he would make things right, or that fate would intervene. But I have learned that you make your own happiness, that part of going for what you want means losing something else. And when the stakes are high, the losses can be that much greater..I am also learning that perfection isn't what matters. In fact, it's the very thing that can destroy you if you let it.
Why do I love him? Because he is a thief, the first day I met him he stole my heart. Why, then, do I hate myself? Because I left my heart vulnerable, when the past has told me time and time again not to..
Forgive the tears, they are only bits of selfishness that could be contained no longer. I only wish to keep you a little longer. Within the boundaries of my immediate life. Thank you for touching my life. And letting me know you. And love you. Too many of us stay walled because we are afraid to care too much, for fear the other person does not care as much or not at all. We don't love qualities, we love a person..sometimes by reason of their defects as well as their qualities.
Maybe the truth is we hide 'cos we want to be found, we walk away to see who'll follow us, we cry to see who'll wipe away our tears & & & we let our hearts get broken to see who will care enough to fix'em.. Maybe what you thought was the end was actually the start of something better.. Maybe some of us are not meant to be tamed, maybe we're supposed to run wildly until we meet someone just as wild to run with.. Maybe I can't stop smiling after talking to him or how I get a huge smile when I hear his name.. Maybe it's the way he makes me laugh when nothings funny or the way I go crazy when he calls my name.. Maybe it's how I still get butterflies in my stomach everytime I see him but but but whatever it is I'm never letting go of it so soon.. Maybe if my heart stop beating it wont hurt this much *deep sigh*
You don't get to choose, you just fall in love. And you get this person who is all wrong and all right at the same time. And you know that you love them so much except sometimes they just drive you completely insane and no one can explain it and the reason its so confusing is because its love. But if love didn't have any challenges, what would be the point? *shrug*
When a single guy has money, it works to his advantage. But when a single lady has money it's a problem to be dealt with and some kinda sinful act. It's absofreakinlutely ridiculous! I want to enjoy my success, not apologize for it *sigh* I mean a guy should appreciate their partner for being independent especially in financial wise and never look down on your partner 'coz no matter how independent we're..us girls still need those tender affections of love and care for in so many aspects just as much as guyz do. Pepz if you truly love someone please put aside your ego as it can very much ruin everything, trust me!
Well, sometimes love seems easy. Like it's easy to love wild plums and the moon. But with people, seems like love's a hard thing to know. It gets all mixed up. I mean, you can love one person in one way and another person in another way. But how do you know you love the right one in every way?
I'm the kind who know exactly what I want, I was born determined and if that makes me a bitch..so be it! Here's to the guys who love me, the losers who lost me and the lucky bastards who get to meet me *lol* also to all my super dupery crazy goofy bithcy friends & & & not forgetting my fan club of haters *lol* Cheerz!
Maybe we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right one, we'll know how to be grateful for that gift.. Maybe when the door of happiness closes, another opens but oftentimes we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us.. Maybe it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives..
Maybe the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything, they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.. Maybe the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, after all you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches..
Maybe you should dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you dream of, and been wanting to do.. Maybe there're moments in life when you miss someone sooo much that you just want to pick them up from your dreams and hug them for real, so that once they are around you'll appreciate & love'em even more..
Maybe the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.. Maybe you should always try to put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that something could hurt you, it probably will hurt the other person,too..
Maybe it's true when you love someone doesn't mean that you get to keep'em nor will the both of you be join together in marriage and have kids then live happily ever after..ain't such thing as that fairytale thingy but instead just be thankful that your path crossed and should pray for each other happiness.. If those thing should happen to any of us don't worry too much, it's best to have love and lost than not knowing how brilliantly wonderfully magic love can be. Although it'll be heavenly amazing when we get to keep'em..ahhh still waiting for that one true love to whisk me off my feet *grin*
Maybe we should do something nice for someone every single day, even if it is simply to leave them alone.. Maybe giving someone all our love is never an assurance that they will love us back. Don't expect love in return just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content that it grew in ours.. Maybe happiness waits for all those who cry, all those who hurt, all those who have searched, and all those who have tried, for only we can appreciate the importance of all the people who have touched our lives.. Wishful thinking
Maybe we shouldn't go for looks, they can deceive..don't go for wealth, even that fades away. Go for someone who makes us smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes our heart smile.. Maybe we should hope for enough happiness to make us sweet, enough trials to make us strong, enough sorrow to keep us human, and enough hope to make us happy.. Maybe we should try to live our life to the fullest because when we're born, we're crying and everyone around us was smiling but when we die, we can be the one who is smiling and everyone around us is crying..
Maybe we could dedicate something to those people who mean something to us, to those who have touched our life, to those who can and do make us smile when we really need it, to those who make us see the brighter side of things when we're really down, and to all those who want to know that we appreciate'em and their friendship. And if we don't, don't worry..nothing bad will happen to us. We will just miss out on the opportunity to perhaps brighten someone's day.. After all at the end of the day a girl just need someone who makes her giggles..well at least that's what I need *smile*
Anywho, it seems to me that the best relationships 'the ones that last' are frequently the ones that are rooted in friendship. You know, one day you look at the person and you see something more than you did the night before. Like a switch has been flicked somewhere. And the person who was just a friend is..suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with and the one who you couldn't live without..
MrPQR.. You definitely driving me crazy, you always trying to tell me what to do with my life but you never do what I tell you to nor of what you said. You challenge everything I say, and I wish to hell you'd stop it. You make me so mad I yell at you, and then I look at you, and I can't get enough of you, and I know I never will. If I come down for a visit and you're not there, the whole trip goes to hell. If I'm having a lousy day and you come in, the sun comes out. But you should know this as much as I miss your smile baby, I miss mine even more and and and one thing is for certain I never stop loving you, I just stop showing it *sigh*
When you met someone, you let them get to know you, let them get to care about you.. Then, and only then, did you roll out the red carpet so they could step over the tracks. It doesn't matter who you love or how you love. If you are not in love or loving somebody, you are only half alive. Second chances do come your way. Like trains, they arrive and depart regularly. Recognizing the ones that matter is the trick. Sometimes all it takes is another chance to get things right.
Sometimes a girl just need her hands to be hold by that very person she love & adore..I truly think that's not so complicated to figure out. Isn't it ironic that oftentimes we tend to overlook at the simplest gestures & littlest things in life that could make someone special in our life smile.. And that we usually hurt the people who love us then we tend to cry for someone who doesn't even care about us.. So damn ironic!!!
To me when we lose the right to be different, we lose the privilege to be free.. Pepz please note when one flirt with you or like you doesn't necessarily mean they wanna be with you nor do they fall for you. Don't over-analyze your relationships and please stop playing games. Have the heart to tell someone how you truly feel about'em as I strongly believe that a growing relationship can only be nutured by genuineness. Never idealize other 'coz they'll never live up to your expectations. And maybe we shouldn't take everything seriously all the times.. And maybe we should just chill and deal with anything that come our way one step at a time.. And maybe we should just stop comparing ourselves with others.. And maybe then and only then we can be hap-pinky *wink-wink* =) big Luvvv xxxhugzxxx
Running my fingers down my hair, marveling at how much has changed in such a short time. How much I have changed. I was a parent-pleaser, a dutiful friend. I made safe, careful choices and hoped that things would fall into place for me.
Then I met & fell in love with mrPQR and still viewed it as something happening to me. I hoped that he would make things right, or that fate would intervene. But I have learned that you make your own happiness, that part of going for what you want means losing something else. And when the stakes are high, the losses can be that much greater..I am also learning that perfection isn't what matters. In fact, it's the very thing that can destroy you if you let it.
Why do I love him? Because he is a thief, the first day I met him he stole my heart. Why, then, do I hate myself? Because I left my heart vulnerable, when the past has told me time and time again not to..
Forgive the tears, they are only bits of selfishness that could be contained no longer. I only wish to keep you a little longer. Within the boundaries of my immediate life. Thank you for touching my life. And letting me know you. And love you. Too many of us stay walled because we are afraid to care too much, for fear the other person does not care as much or not at all. We don't love qualities, we love a person..sometimes by reason of their defects as well as their qualities.
Maybe the truth is we hide 'cos we want to be found, we walk away to see who'll follow us, we cry to see who'll wipe away our tears & & & we let our hearts get broken to see who will care enough to fix'em.. Maybe what you thought was the end was actually the start of something better.. Maybe some of us are not meant to be tamed, maybe we're supposed to run wildly until we meet someone just as wild to run with.. Maybe I can't stop smiling after talking to him or how I get a huge smile when I hear his name.. Maybe it's the way he makes me laugh when nothings funny or the way I go crazy when he calls my name.. Maybe it's how I still get butterflies in my stomach everytime I see him but but but whatever it is I'm never letting go of it so soon.. Maybe if my heart stop beating it wont hurt this much *deep sigh*
You don't get to choose, you just fall in love. And you get this person who is all wrong and all right at the same time. And you know that you love them so much except sometimes they just drive you completely insane and no one can explain it and the reason its so confusing is because its love. But if love didn't have any challenges, what would be the point? *shrug*
When a single guy has money, it works to his advantage. But when a single lady has money it's a problem to be dealt with and some kinda sinful act. It's absofreakinlutely ridiculous! I want to enjoy my success, not apologize for it *sigh* I mean a guy should appreciate their partner for being independent especially in financial wise and never look down on your partner 'coz no matter how independent we're..us girls still need those tender affections of love and care for in so many aspects just as much as guyz do. Pepz if you truly love someone please put aside your ego as it can very much ruin everything, trust me!
Well, sometimes love seems easy. Like it's easy to love wild plums and the moon. But with people, seems like love's a hard thing to know. It gets all mixed up. I mean, you can love one person in one way and another person in another way. But how do you know you love the right one in every way?
I'm the kind who know exactly what I want, I was born determined and if that makes me a bitch..so be it! Here's to the guys who love me, the losers who lost me and the lucky bastards who get to meet me *lol* also to all my super dupery crazy goofy bithcy friends & & & not forgetting my fan club of haters *lol* Cheerz!
Maybe we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right one, we'll know how to be grateful for that gift.. Maybe when the door of happiness closes, another opens but oftentimes we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us.. Maybe it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives..
Maybe the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything, they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.. Maybe the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, after all you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches..
Maybe you should dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you dream of, and been wanting to do.. Maybe there're moments in life when you miss someone sooo much that you just want to pick them up from your dreams and hug them for real, so that once they are around you'll appreciate & love'em even more..
Maybe the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.. Maybe you should always try to put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that something could hurt you, it probably will hurt the other person,too..
Maybe it's true when you love someone doesn't mean that you get to keep'em nor will the both of you be join together in marriage and have kids then live happily ever after..ain't such thing as that fairytale thingy but instead just be thankful that your path crossed and should pray for each other happiness.. If those thing should happen to any of us don't worry too much, it's best to have love and lost than not knowing how brilliantly wonderfully magic love can be. Although it'll be heavenly amazing when we get to keep'em..ahhh still waiting for that one true love to whisk me off my feet *grin*
Maybe we should do something nice for someone every single day, even if it is simply to leave them alone.. Maybe giving someone all our love is never an assurance that they will love us back. Don't expect love in return just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content that it grew in ours.. Maybe happiness waits for all those who cry, all those who hurt, all those who have searched, and all those who have tried, for only we can appreciate the importance of all the people who have touched our lives.. Wishful thinking
Maybe we shouldn't go for looks, they can deceive..don't go for wealth, even that fades away. Go for someone who makes us smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes our heart smile.. Maybe we should hope for enough happiness to make us sweet, enough trials to make us strong, enough sorrow to keep us human, and enough hope to make us happy.. Maybe we should try to live our life to the fullest because when we're born, we're crying and everyone around us was smiling but when we die, we can be the one who is smiling and everyone around us is crying..
Maybe we could dedicate something to those people who mean something to us, to those who have touched our life, to those who can and do make us smile when we really need it, to those who make us see the brighter side of things when we're really down, and to all those who want to know that we appreciate'em and their friendship. And if we don't, don't worry..nothing bad will happen to us. We will just miss out on the opportunity to perhaps brighten someone's day.. After all at the end of the day a girl just need someone who makes her giggles..well at least that's what I need *smile*
Anywho, it seems to me that the best relationships 'the ones that last' are frequently the ones that are rooted in friendship. You know, one day you look at the person and you see something more than you did the night before. Like a switch has been flicked somewhere. And the person who was just a friend is..suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with and the one who you couldn't live without..
MrPQR.. You definitely driving me crazy, you always trying to tell me what to do with my life but you never do what I tell you to nor of what you said. You challenge everything I say, and I wish to hell you'd stop it. You make me so mad I yell at you, and then I look at you, and I can't get enough of you, and I know I never will. If I come down for a visit and you're not there, the whole trip goes to hell. If I'm having a lousy day and you come in, the sun comes out. But you should know this as much as I miss your smile baby, I miss mine even more and and and one thing is for certain I never stop loving you, I just stop showing it *sigh*
When you met someone, you let them get to know you, let them get to care about you.. Then, and only then, did you roll out the red carpet so they could step over the tracks. It doesn't matter who you love or how you love. If you are not in love or loving somebody, you are only half alive. Second chances do come your way. Like trains, they arrive and depart regularly. Recognizing the ones that matter is the trick. Sometimes all it takes is another chance to get things right.
Sometimes a girl just need her hands to be hold by that very person she love & adore..I truly think that's not so complicated to figure out. Isn't it ironic that oftentimes we tend to overlook at the simplest gestures & littlest things in life that could make someone special in our life smile.. And that we usually hurt the people who love us then we tend to cry for someone who doesn't even care about us.. So damn ironic!!!
To me when we lose the right to be different, we lose the privilege to be free.. Pepz please note when one flirt with you or like you doesn't necessarily mean they wanna be with you nor do they fall for you. Don't over-analyze your relationships and please stop playing games. Have the heart to tell someone how you truly feel about'em as I strongly believe that a growing relationship can only be nutured by genuineness. Never idealize other 'coz they'll never live up to your expectations. And maybe we shouldn't take everything seriously all the times.. And maybe we should just chill and deal with anything that come our way one step at a time.. And maybe we should just stop comparing ourselves with others.. And maybe then and only then we can be hap-pinky *wink-wink* =) big Luvvv xxxhugzxxx
p.s. to my sparklingboogiewonderland *lol* sorry to snatch few of your maybe thingy doll..don't be irk aiiiet! luv yah babe ;p
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And maybe. Ayeayeayeaye!!!!!!!
*sob* maybe just maybe baby *sigh*
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